I don’t care If I never had a boyfriend since birth. I don’t care if I have never been kissed on the lips. I’m happy. I’m happy for what I am. For who I am today. I know the right time would come, I can wait. I am not in hurry. So maybe you’ll say that what if he came already but I’ll just let it passed. No. He hasn’t. So I’m not gonna force myself to like somebody just for the sake of me having to call someone a “boyfriend”. No, I am not choosy. I do not have high standards. I don’t necessarily look for that perfect guy. Though I won’t deny that I do have those dream guy stuff going on my mind sometimes. Still, I don’t choose someone and immediately emerge into a relationship. It’s called falling in love, because you fall… Unconsciously whether you like it or not.
I know one day it’ll just struck me that suddenly and finally I am in love. That’s not impossible. For me that’s how it supposed to be. That’s real love.